Pregnancy Hormones Suck

For the last week I've been feeling pretty depressed about life in general, pregnancy, work, children, house etc. Last wednesday I was so sad that I cried for an hour for no real reason at all. I think that work is upsetting me more than ever with my boss still treating me as a supervisor when its no longer my responsibility, but I'm expected to come up and pick up the challenge when he forgets to delegate it to someone and if I don't woe is me. Last monday (16th oct) I told him that I had an appointment at 4pm, can he work my roster around that. He wrote it in his note pad and said thats fine. When the roster comes out he has rostered me for a 5pm start, which is something that would not happen with a 4pm appointment. So I see him in the staff room and ask if I can swap the shift for a lunch time shift with someone else if I can find someone and he has a go at me because I didn't tell him. I said I did tell you last monday, the other manager was there when I told you, so he says why didn't you tell me when I was in my office, you know that when I don't write things in my diary they don't get remembered. My jaw totally dropped, all he needed to say to cover his little mistake would be to say, thats fine, go ahead, I really wouldn't care if he didn't apoligise, but to shoot back at me for his mistake is unacceptable. Luckily I have two witnesses to back me up if I decide to take it further, he has been such a complete bastard to me since I started working there that I'm looking into it as a case of workplace bullying.
So you can imagine that after being depressed all wednesday, that the last thing I needed was something like that to happen, so I was in tears for the next 10 minutes in the bathroom, I think that the new supervisor knows now what I've been putting up with for the last year, having seen the way the two managers treat me. Rumours are that they hired the new supervisor to replace the male manager who is leaving at the end of the year, but I don't know if he knows that he is leaving!! I've said to the two supervisors that I won't be back if he is still there when I am ready to come back to work!
Well, thats enough babbling for now, baby is growing well, and still enjoys recling on my back and kicking like a banshee while I am in the bath.
Chat later
Mel