I have uploaded some images of Xantha's memory garden for people to see, we have some truly lovely roses in the garden with butterfly solar powered lights, her name is spelt out in stone. Peter did a good job on it. Yesterday was a pretty hard day for me, I didn't stop thinking about her all day. I wallowed for the last couple of days in misery, but woke up feeling beter today. Tomorrow it will be exactly one month since she passed away, I hope that I will be ok then.